Friday, May 21, 2010


--the soul would have no rainbow if the eyes had no tears--part of a Native American Saying

Many of you know how badly I have wanted to be a grandma.  Well, several months ago my older son told me that my youngest was going to be a father.  As a couple, they are so much in love; as a matter of fact, I've never seen my son love a girl like that before.  Well, I so happy, but then I heard nothing else about it so I told my son that he must have heard wrong, that he probably said they were trying to get pregnant or had a false alarm.  

So, life went on.  I didn't give it a second thought because I figured if she was pregnant, why wouldn't they tell me?  Well, today I came home and found out that there really was a baby, and she lost it.  They hadn't wanted to tell me because it was a difficult pregnancy. She was four months along.  My heart goes out to them, but I have to respect their wishes and allow them to mourn. When they are ready, they will reach out to me. I am so sad right now, and the tears have started to flow for a soul that was never meant to be...and for the living, that they say strong.

I'm asking for prayers and positive thoughts for my son and his girl that they be strong and that the goddess/god watch over them and that poor little innocent soul.  I don't know yet if it was a boy or a girl, but it wasn't meant to be.  The time just wasn't right. 



  1. Lots of healing thoughts and wishes heading your way x x x ((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))) to you all x x x

  2. I am so sorry. 2010 has been difficult with you till now.
    My heart, my thoughts and wishes go to all of you. I will light a yellow candle for healing if that is allright.

  3. Yes, what sad news. I will light a virtual candle for them. Some day the time will be right for a new baby to come!

  4. I am so sorry to hear that. Lit a candle and sending some healing and comfort to your family...

  5. Oh Mary, I am so sorry! Sending you a big hug my friend. Hang in there! Prayers and positive thoughts are also sent, to you and your family XXX

  6. So Sorry To Her...
    A New Baby will arrive just when she is supposed too ...
    I will say a prayer for this moments saddness.

  7. Sorry to hear about your loss. My prayers are with you and your family. X.

  8. Mary my heart goes out to you. I know your longing for a grandchild, yet also the pain you must feel for your child's loss. Know you are in my prayers and thoughts. blessings to all of you

  9. Oh Mary, I am so prayers are with you and your family...