Whew!!! I've been through it today. X-rays, blood work, Cat Scan. I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason, and, despite how miserable I am right now, I guess the pain from this pulled muscle was meant to be because if it hadn't been so severe, I would have gone on to work and not to the hospital. But it was severe, so severe that I had no other choice but to go.
The first thing they found was that I had high blood pressure 183 over 130, but that's not the worst of it. My lower back is riddled with arthritis, but I already knew that, and the X-ray showed something on my lung, and the Cat Scan made it all the more conclusive. I have a nodule on my left lung, and I am so, so scared at this time. I want to cry, but it hurts too much. I'm scheduled for medical on Friday morning and from there they will send me for a biopsy.
I need your support, my dear friends. Please send healing thoughts. I love you all.
Sending good thoughts and hope that it is benign...i can imagine that you are scarred,but try to get some rest dear Mary ♥
ReplyDeleteOh, Mary, I am so sorry to hear this, because I know exactly what kind of fear you're facing. I don't know if you follow my blog, but my husband lost his left lung to cancer in January. He had a huge tumor in it...8cm...and it was the scariest, hardest thing we ever have had to deal with. BUT.....even with a huge tumor.....he has come through everything and is getting better and better every day.
ReplyDeleteTHERE IS HOPE NO MATTER WHAT THEY FIND! and it may be benign. I hope it is NOTHING. But if it's not, please do not despair. I wouldn't have believed it six months ago, but life can be normal and good again even after facing a serious health crisis.
I will be holding you in my thoughts until we hear more. Please let me know if there is anything at all I can do. Even if you just need someone to correspond with who has been there. I want to cry thinking of you feeling the fear that we felt back in December.
Everything WILL be all right. I promise. And you have friends who care.
Mary, I'm praying that everything will turn out okay -- be brave, trust the Universe and the Divine, and keep positive thoughts and hope in your heart always. We're all supporting you!
ReplyDeleteI'm in YOUR CORNER Mary! ALL OF US ARE and WE ALL TOGETHER will beat this damned thing. I shit you not! There is POWER IN NUMBERS m/f.
ReplyDeleteAlready ....look st those wonderful messages above. :0) (((hugs)))Pat
Be where you are, in each moment, and stop going out into speculation, Mary. Breathe. Ask for blessings and for healing, and imagine that nodule just dissolving in the clouds of healing white light energy that we are all sending to you. You will be all right. Hugs to you.
ReplyDeleteMary, you are being held in angels wings & I am sending you reiki each day. email me anytime you want, I know the fear of what you are going through xoxo
ReplyDeleteHi Mary, I read your blog daily here in Australia, I am sending you positive thoughts, take care.
ReplyDeleteMary, my thoughts and magic are focused on you and your quickest recovery.
ReplyDeleteMary, all our thoughts and prayers are with you. I know you must really be scared and worried. I had this happen to me, turned out to be scar tissue from pneumonia. It is hard to wait and get through the tests, and then the wait for results. But you can do this. Can you feel our hugs and love? Be hopeful and positive.
ReplyDelete(Wed. morning) Not getting here, until the next morning...
ReplyDeleteSo sorry to hear the news. But as you say now (on Wed.).... It's good to know. Only knowing, can you deal with issues.
Lots and lots of gentle hugs........
sending love and cyberhugs ...you are strong and you will get through this .
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Oh Mary, I'm sorry you're hurting. I can only imagine how scared you must be, but like others said it could be nothing at all. Sending peace, love and gentle hugs. You're in my thoughts.
ReplyDeleteSending gentle hugs and many blessings to you, Mary. I hope things turn out well for you.
ReplyDeleteHi, I discovered today that this is where you talk about real life other than Avalon and the Celts. I will add it to my sidebar. My husband was diagnosed with stage IV esophageal cancer in December. After five rounds of chemo, he is in remission. And his was caught late.
ReplyDeleteSo good luck and know I am sending white light and healing vibes to you.
Julie