Monday, April 13, 2020

Almost a Week


Tomorrow will be a week that he is gone, and it still seems so surreal. I keep hoping that when I wake up, the nightmare will be over, but each day it is still there. This is so hard and made all the harder because it happened at a time that we cannot be together to hug and comfort. I try to keep myself busy, but there is very little that I want to do anymore. My apartment is a mess but I don't have the energy to clean it. I don't want to read, I don't to work on my puzzles, I don't want to make jewelry. I have no interest in anything anymore. They say it takes time, but I know I will never get over this loss. My son, my beautiful baby in heaven. Gone far too soon. 










Thank you all for your continued support. I treasure all of you.
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13 comments:

  1. JFMApril 13, 2020 at 12:08 PM

    My Dear Mary...my words are not enough to calm your thoughts, your memories. Only time has this power.
    I cannot dry your tears, crying is a part of healing.
    I cannot hold your hand nor give you a hug because of the distance
    between us.
    I send these to you through my thoughts and I grieve with you as a mother.

    Please take care and know that you and your family are in my prayers and thoughts everyday.

    Hugs 🌷❤🌷

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  2. Debra She Who SeeksApril 13, 2020 at 12:39 PM

    Wonderful photos -- may the memories of good times help give you a little heart's ease, Mary. Hugs and best wishes.

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  3. Elephant's ChildApril 13, 2020 at 2:44 PM

    I have no words but my heart and thoughts are with you.

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  4. Starting Over, Accepting Changes - MaybeApril 13, 2020 at 3:44 PM

    Oh, my heart aches for you, dear Mary. Saying sorry is not enough but I have no words to help your pain. Please know that I and many others care about you and will be here for you when you need someone to listen.

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  5. deepinthegreenlilacpark@gmail.comApril 13, 2020 at 4:21 PM

    Your beautiful boy Mary. I send you all my love Kate x

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  6. Morgaine PendragonApril 13, 2020 at 8:20 PM

    I wish I had the words to take your pain away.
    I wish I could wave a magic wand and make it all better.
    I know "I'm sorry" isn't enough. I wish I could hug you right now.
    My heart is aching for you my friend.

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  7. peppylady (Dora)April 16, 2020 at 11:38 PM

    Love hugs from your friend in Idaho.

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  8. Magic Love CrowApril 17, 2020 at 8:50 PM

    Thank you for sharing these photos Mary!
    My heart aches for you!! Holding you close and sending you lots of love!!

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  9. ShellApril 17, 2020 at 8:57 PM

    I would be heartbroken too. Take it one day at a time.

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  10. Lowcarb team memberApril 19, 2020 at 12:46 PM

    You are in my thoughts.

    All the best Jan

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  11. Starting Over, Accepting Changes - MaybeApril 21, 2020 at 1:43 PM

    Thinking of you dear, Mary.

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  13. susie @ persimmon moon cottageApril 24, 2020 at 2:32 PM

    I am so sorry that this has happened. I think of you so often.
    I can't imagine going through this.

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