Received word last night that my mom's health has deteriorated drastically, and she is now in hospice care. It shouldn't be long now. My heart is broken. As you know, my mom and I did not have a good relationship, but I'd always held out hope of a reconciliation. Now I know that that will never happen. I wanted to feel her arms around me, just once in my life. She does not want to see me, and I have to respect her wishes. I want her to have peace in her last hours, and if seeing me will cause her any kind of pain, then so be it. I have forgiven, and she is in my heart. I love you mom, and I always will. One day we will meet again.
Hence, I will be taking some time away from blogging. Need some time to process all that is going on.
Wishing you peace at this difficult time, Mary.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry, Mary. Take your time. We'll be here when you return.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry, Mary. Wishing you peace and sending a big hug. We'll be here when you feel like coming back.
ReplyDeleteSending you prayers of peace as you deal with this transition. I
ReplyDeleteMary, my heart goes out to you my friend.
ReplyDeletetake care, you sound so brave in such at such a hard time, you are an inspiration,
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